today was more fun than yesterday i guess...

uh im doing a pageant in orlando, florida so thats really cool. it's my favorite place in the world...that and va beach, nyc, and england but yes. it's amazing. 

Yeah, so that was weird...

OKay, like an hour and a half or so ago my dad dropped me off at this random hotel for this modeling meeting for IMTA this July. Turns out it was the wrong hotel and I was TOTALLY STRANDED there.. It sucked. So yeah, I was sitting there on my ass crying and this funky dude comes up to me he was like a lawyer or something and he was like "Sorry if I'm being intrucious, but are you okay?" I was like "No... I'm stuck here cause my father left me here and I have no way home because I don't have any money for a phonecall." So my face was still drenched and we walked inside where he bought me 2 phonecalls none of which were answered. So then he asked to buy me a cab-ride home. I gave in and said sure. So I had to ride with this freaky rapist cab-driver...he was like watching me in the rear-view mirror...:-\ yeah whatever I think the lawyer guy was like an angel!!

oh and dad bought me taco bell...that was a miracle

hahaha "Dad, you're probly never gonna see me again so you might as well buy me some food."     ..."Uh...okay, lilly."

Yeah no more queer stuff in my xanga... So um I'm talking to Mr.Darian about how I wish I had chinese eyes... he's like "you wanna look like a guy?".

Darian... you're an idiot

Well.... I'm bored, duh. Haha. I only update this piece of shit when I have....uh...nothin to do..

my legs hurt.

28 ways to make a girl smile . . .

1 . Tell her she is beautiful, not hott, fine or sexy.
2 . Hold her hand at any moment even if it just for a second.
3 . Kiss her on the forehead.
4 . Leave her voice messages to wake up to.
5 . Always tell her you love her at any and all times.
6 . When she is upset hold her tight and tell her how much she means to you.
7 . Recognize the small things . . . they usally mean the most.
8 . Call her sweety. {not baby}
9 . Sing to her no matter how horrible your voice is.
10. Pick her over all the other girls you hang out with.
11. Write her notes. {she loves them}
12. Introduce her to family and friends as your girlfriend.
13. Play with her hair.
14. Pick her up, tickle her and play-wrestle with her.
15. Sit in the park and just talk to her.
16. Tell her funny jokes, tell her stupid jokes, just tell her jokes.
17. Throw pebbles at her window in the middle of the night just because you missed her.
18. Let her fall asleep in your arms.
19. Carve your names into a tree.
20. If she's mad at you, kiss her.
21. Give her piggyback rides.
22. Bring her flowers just because.
23. Treat her the same around your friends as you do when your alone.
24. Look her in the eyes and smile.
25. Let her take as many pics as she wants of you.
26. Slow dance with her, even if there isn't any music playing.
27. Kiss her in the rain.
28. If your in love with her . . . tell her.